Anita Baker

Broken hearts mean nothing these days do they? So, all the pain of unending tears childlike rants full of childless rant, means nothing? It''s all about the money and how much or how less money one has in their pocket? Well, let me tell you , that I would be the happiest lady on the planet ,poor as shit with someone I could look in the eyes every day ,several times a day and I knew as well as they knew, this is life, this is love, this is ....they kiss our asses!! We will love and die in love!!!!!!

A little over a week ago I cut myself with ,and without hesitation.This of course stirred worries among a few groups of humans.Only becuase, as I realized, what I had done, I was vocalising it, on the internet. This was me to the fullest.And for those of you whom thought this was a simple plot to gain attention, well sirs,i must apologize for your assumptions. I remain in constant unexplainable pain. I shake.I ache in ways not even an H addict would understand the feel of. Migraines and tension all through out my body at random times. All through out every second of the day. My chest implodes with pressure several times a day. So, I am finally telling anyone and everyone who I am inside with all the peace signs and hugs I may give I 'm constantly dying inside.I wish you well always, everyday, you loving people.This is not to be confused with a goodbye letter. This is me being upset and pissed having to recite the truth again, because some assholes or people that do not do take well, the truth from people they do not know face to face know.

Pieces of Later.

Mem