If I could drown right now,
goddammit you know that I would.
The simple fading into death would feel better than the pain that is the life that i have had.
Some days your already dead to me.
But your not, you live in my brain.
It's the place your mommies told you to never to go after dark.
You'll get trapped or raped or just never be able to turn back.
You won't have arms or legs and skin.
The words that came through the speakers while you were in me ate them off with the hungriest of teeth.
And yet this would be nothing to compare to this murderous ache inside me.
The kind I spend my every waking day doing every sinister act I can to just one day..
Just cut it the fuck out!
It keeps swimming in me. It keeps taking over.
This black piece of my brain might take us all over.
if some one does not drown me today.
goddammit you know that I would.
The simple fading into death would feel better than the pain that is the life that i have had.
Some days your already dead to me.
But your not, you live in my brain.
It's the place your mommies told you to never to go after dark.
You'll get trapped or raped or just never be able to turn back.
You won't have arms or legs and skin.
The words that came through the speakers while you were in me ate them off with the hungriest of teeth.
And yet this would be nothing to compare to this murderous ache inside me.
The kind I spend my every waking day doing every sinister act I can to just one day..
Just cut it the fuck out!
It keeps swimming in me. It keeps taking over.
This black piece of my brain might take us all over.
if some one does not drown me today.

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