This is the day I have feared for so long.The day I really except giving up. I'm tired of the tears that don't end.That my few friends have witnessed year after year. Im tired of not wanting to get out of bad or out of the sand I passed out in, day after day.
Im sick of going days and sometimes a week or two without sleep. Then being manic the following day or days. I'm exhuasted.
And to the poeple im suppose to forgive, never appoligized to begin with. This soul is not empty, it feels as if it's an endless pit of nothing. I am nothing? The day i have feared is when i no longer think of those who will feel pain, or confusion or anger if i chose to off myself. The day is near,seconds and moments throughout it . Yes, I may be Bi-polar,and quite possibly Schitzophrenic . And i dont care, never really have.I'm sorry if i ever or may cause any of you that stood by me a great pain or anguish or confusiion or anger.There was nothing you could have done.I thank you greatly for your existance all you have done and the time after time you have been there for me.I thankyou for your hugs,truth, smiles and non judgement.
I just have to quit at some point.
No more running for Memorie.
thankyou for tuning into Channel Memorie
one more time
About Me
- Prolific Memorie
- Love is a nightmare, it happens, there is nothing you can do to stop it,but once it's gone your left gasping for air.
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