"WHY?"

Why?

Didn't you just off me when you had the chance, becuase you know i can't do it myself?
Just watching and listening to me for the past few years should have been enough reason for you to do me this one fucking favor.

Chewed me to bits year after year.
Beat me sense less since the age of 5.You'd think that would have been enough.
Of course , it couldn't be that easy.
Powerless even with the eraser in my hand.

I once thought i had mastered the ability to forget.
I was wrong.
You snuck up on me like a starving for that smack rapist.
Stole my clear headed life right out of my cranium.
Drained my willlingness to focus on what healthy life i had built for myself.
Implanting your demons deep with my esoteric soul.